“如果公司提供机票让你飞回中国帮助赈灾，你愿意么？”
5月15日，忍了三天的泪水，终于在人事部同事的一句问话之后崩溃了。我抱着她失声痛哭。

自5月12日起，每天中午边吃饭看新浪，边看边深呼吸。不让泪水掉下来。
今天中午看到温家宝总理冒雨亲临现场哭喊着让埋在废墟里的学生们坚持住的时候，我颤抖了。
6．5级以上地震每一百年才会有一次，却在短短32年里在中国发生了两次！
身不在中国。但我心永远属于她！
我要尽我的一份力。

我把汶州灾情向公司相关人士说了一下，不求别的，只希望吐露心声。
半小时以后负责人找到我，告诉我公司准备明天开始正式宣布内部捐款，同时在周五餐饮会之前全体默哀一分钟。

我眼睛顿时模糊。
泪花中仿佛看到灾区的废墟，
看到掩埋在废墟下等待救援的面孔，
看到拼死救助民众的子弟兵和医护工作者，
看到冒雨站在救灾第一线不顾自己安危的总理。

我又看到全国上下众志成城抗震救灾的同胞们，
看到了海外一颗颗沉重急切又热情赤诚的华侨们的心，
看到不同国家不同肤色不同种族连成救助的中国的世界长城。

难过的眼泪变成了激动的眼泪，骄傲地流着。

公司内部华裔同事，我的父母以及女友的父母，还有身边熟识的朋友们都已经通过各种途径捐献了赈灾资金。
子夜，阳台上向西远望。汶川，坚持住，我们的援助在路上。

Strange behavior. What a great topic it is. I have one idea saved just for that. So far I find my idea is almost the best. characters are looking good so far, everything is promising.

April 30th, today, my CGPortfolio has been selected as cgsociety's weekly featured portfolio. This surely is not a part of my plan, therefore, definitly a good surprise.

I have been slacking off for the last couple of weeks playing WOW, while enjoying the news that flower messenger has been selected to be in expose 5.Guess it's about time to pull myself back to work and keep my engine running.

A new personal work will be starting soon and assumably compeleted by July or August.Let's see if I can walk further this time.

2007, is the year of pig in chinese tradition.
This year is different. They say this year is the golden pig year. Once every 60 years, it's a golden year. People whoever's born in the golden year, has great luck.

I am a monkey. I'm sure the luck of golden pig has nothing to do with me.
Or has it?

There are four goals drive me forward: CGTALK front page/ CGTALK choice gallery/ accepted by BALLISTIC publishing/ and top 7 of CGCHALLENGE. And when I open my eye on monday 26th of Feb and put my finger on F5 key, one of my dreams come true.

I honestly didn't expect such an result. LYF took me five month to complete. During the progress I constantly had trouble with sss shader, zbrush, hair, and the project was on and off for weeks. Yet every time when I was about to lose my nervs, helps of friends who i've never met all over the world arrive.

Thank you all, my great friends.

The more you know, the more you don't know.

LYF starts to get really interesting, meanwhile quite fusterate. SSS took me two weeks already without achiving the result that i want, i don't know how much longer it's going to take me. However I am willing to spend whatever it takes.

Just noticed that expose 5 is calling. So far my highest goal is to get into one of those books, or to get into the choice gallery.

LYF will not fail me this time. I will not fail myself this time.